In 1989, in a routine interview for top-secret security clearance - a requisite for admission to the Army War College - Colonel Margarethe Cammermeyer was asked about her sexual orientation. After pausing for a moment to take a breath, she said, "I am a lesbian." Thus began an ordeal that continues to this day. Intense media coverage of the former colonel's dismissal from the U.S. Army has stirred debate all the way to the presidency. Her Bronze Star for duty in Vietnam, her being named Nurse of the Year by the Veterans Administration, and her role as Chief Nurse of the Washington State National Guard marked a long and distinguished military career. Her goal to become Chief Nurse of the entire National Guard was abruptly ended in 1992 by her discharge based on sexual orientation. With the same calm, assured articulation that won her one leadership position after another, Cammermeyer writes of her decision to challenge official policy on homosexuality and of her recent victory in Federal District Court. But this is not only a book about what she described in Time as "sticking around to get beaten up." It is also about coming of age, being a mother, and finding one's center; about "coming out," the daily horrors of nursing in Vietnam, and a female soldier's life.
Includes directories of lesbian and gay community centers and lesbian and gay organizations and resources.
Includes bibliographical references and index.
Highlights and "lowlights" on North American lesbian and gay history from the sixteenth century to the present -- Don't I know you from somewhere?: a guide to notable North American lesbians -- Say what?: quotable quotes by and about lesbians -- I wonder what that means: a glossary of sayings, slang, signs, and symbols for lesbians -- We are (literally) everywhere: statistics on lesbians and gay men -- We have lives, not lifestyles: just about everything you wanted to know about lesbian lives -- An AIDS primer -- National directory of lesbian and gay community centers -- National directory of lesbian and gay organizations and resources.
The Cushing Library/Women & Gender Studies copy was acquired as part of The Don Kelly Research Collection of Gay Literature and Culture.
"After more than a decade of "marriage" to a woman with whom she was raising a daughter, Jan Clausen fell in love with a man, stunning herself and the lesbian community to which she had been intimately connected. The experience was, she writes, "like deliberately embarking on a sea cruise off the edge of a flat Earth." In her luminous and affecting memoir, Clausen charts the trajectory of her sexual life - from her first kiss to her later loves - and offers a stinging critique of society's insistence on yoking identity to desire." "In the 1950s Pacific Northwest, Clausen grew up in a family in which premarital sex, swearing, and spicy foods were verboten. In the sixties, she embraced the heterosexual revolution, consorting with various adolescent Lotharios and failing miserably in her effort to become a topless dancer during a summer break from Reed College. But it was amid New York's dynamic lesbian milieu in the 1970s that she "crossed the pass of love" and fell for Leslie Kaplow, also a writer and activist. As a couple, they immersed themselves in the city's feminist literary scene and eventually launched their own magazine. In time, however, Clausen grew restless in her personal relationship and uneasy with what she calls People in Groups, those enforcers of ideological purity. She discovered sweet escape in Nicaragua, whose war-ravaged streets would provide the backdrop for her unpardonable act: falling in love with a West Indian male lawyer." "Apples and Oranges is a testament to the powers and perils of desire. It is also the story of one woman's mourning for the community that cast her out and a dazzling examination of the ways in which we all search for identity. Rejecting all efforts at sexual sorting, including the label "bisexual," for her own journey, Clausen arrives at an understanding whereby both likeness and difference emerge as deeply erotic."--Jacket.
Includes bibliographical references (p. 191-224) and index.
Progressive era spinsters -- Contemporary lesbians -- Introduction : spinsters and lesbians -- "What are you going to be?" : families and childhoods in the progressive era -- "I knew I was odd" : growing up female -- "O, the glorious privilege of being independent" : defining independent womanhood in the progressive era -- "I was going to have to do it all on my own" : toward independent womanhood after World War II -- "Such beautiful lives together" : community and companions among progressive era women -- "We're not the only ones" : lesbian identities and communities after World War II -- Spinsters and lesbians : resisting and surviving as independent women -- Methodology.